Holden stopped drinking for a moment, his brow furrowing as he lowers the cup. "That would make it hard to sleep."

He goes back to taking regular sips of the coffee, his mind starting to wander to the things that happened in what almost felt a lifetime ago. Before he can get too deep down the rabbit hole of questioning his choices and the things he could have done better Alex says something he can't ignore.

"Not so sure about that," Holden chuckles, at least not on the Roci right now.