It's nerve wracking even though he knows Teddy is more than strong enough to hold him. He doesn't look down or he'll do anything but calm down. Instead his head is tucked into the other as he holds on while they fly. He wonders where Teddy's taking them but he hadn't bothered to ask. He just needed to not be where Billy or Dawn could see him be such a mess and a total failure.

Which sucks because he's pretty sure Billy is perfect so why even is Teddy with him and how could he love him?