[ closed ]

[unaffluent]

[Adam didn't sleep well. Even though there is plenty of time for him to have slept for once he laid awake, fingers on the tarot deck even though he had finally stopped shuffling it.

Mostly, because he wanted to pretend to be asleep. His mind is racing, trying to think of a way, anyway to help Ronan but he didn't have any and he feels a bit hollow. He's exhausted and overwhelmed and despite unloading some of his secrets he still felt even more burdened than he had before.

If Ronan dies, it will be his fault.

The thought runs through his head like a loud screaming mantra that won't let him find any peace.]