Jin Ling stopped short at the mention of feelings, his stomach jumping a little and he turned to look at Sizhui. His hands curled up at the following words and he shook his head.
"I..." Jin Ling had always been attracted to Sizhui, had softened to him quickly as much as he had tried to keep up pretenses for much longer but Sizhui knew how to calm him, they complimented each other in many ways.
"I do..." he finishes, though saying it in more specific words he can't quite yet but he feels a lot about Sizhui. "We can be happy...right?"
He says that he does and Sizhui keeps his brightened smile to himself.
"We can."
He reaches out to touch Jin Ling's hand.
"We can be together and be happy, if that is what you want."
Feeling bold, he stands so that Jin Ling is not talking down to him. He
steps closer and turns his hand so that they could hold hands with each
other. He keeps his gaze on Jin Ling's face, trying to see what reactions
his husband has toward the situation.
Jin Ling looks at the other's hand on his own and he'd always been attracted to Sizhui but he didn't know what to do with that or anything else. He'd barely managed to master the whole being friends with people thing.
"I do... I just don't know how to do this," he finally says, meeting the other's eyes. To anyone else it's not something he would have been willing to admit.
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"I..." Jin Ling had always been attracted to Sizhui, had softened to him quickly as much as he had tried to keep up pretenses for much longer but Sizhui knew how to calm him, they complimented each other in many ways.
"I do..." he finishes, though saying it in more specific words he can't quite yet but he feels a lot about Sizhui. "We can be happy...right?"
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He says that he does and Sizhui keeps his brightened smile to himself.
"We can."
He reaches out to touch Jin Ling's hand.
"We can be together and be happy, if that is what you want."
Feeling bold, he stands so that Jin Ling is not talking down to him. He steps closer and turns his hand so that they could hold hands with each other. He keeps his gaze on Jin Ling's face, trying to see what reactions his husband has toward the situation.
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"I do... I just don't know how to do this," he finally says, meeting the other's eyes. To anyone else it's not something he would have been willing to admit.