Everyone knows the bond between the brothers. Why else would Mingjue be so worried about pushing his brother harder, but not punishing him as he would anyone else for not taking his training as seriously as he should?
It gives the doctor courage to pose something considered taboo twice over. "As intimate as that of a spouse, gongzi," he states, managing to keep his voice steady. "Which is, essentially, what you would need to become."
Unspoken is the painful fact that Mingjue will need this anchor for the rest of his life. And however long that life is will depend on the strength of the bond with his anchor.
As intimate as that of a spouse. The words turn over in Huaisang's head and it's hard to miss the meaning. He narrows his eyes at the doctor and he's trying to piece it all together quickly, trying to think of how Mingjue might react to something like this...
And trying to manage his own fear at the idea and the discomfort at the taboo of it. Then again, he's always been so close to Mingjue and it's a lie to say that he's never had improper thoughts about his older brother.
Biting his lip, Huaisang then lets out a sigh.
"Tell me what to do to make it work."
He needs his brother to be alright even if Mingjue hates him.
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It gives the doctor courage to pose something considered taboo twice over. "As intimate as that of a spouse, gongzi," he states, managing to keep his voice steady. "Which is, essentially, what you would need to become."
Unspoken is the painful fact that Mingjue will need this anchor for the rest of his life. And however long that life is will depend on the strength of the bond with his anchor.
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And trying to manage his own fear at the idea and the discomfort at the taboo of it. Then again, he's always been so close to Mingjue and it's a lie to say that he's never had improper thoughts about his older brother.
Biting his lip, Huaisang then lets out a sigh.
"Tell me what to do to make it work."
He needs his brother to be alright even if Mingjue hates him.