I can't afford to have fun when my brother is well on his way to being a delinquent, with the other about to follow in his footsteps. I know you two don't understand what responsibility is, but one of us has to be just that.
[ It's the only time they're all together. Even if he's feeling a little frustrated, which is admittedly odd for him, he doesn't want to not see Declan. ]
I wouldn't be Ronan because I realize the value of working hard and being responsible, and trying to keep a family together. If those are things the two of you don't like, then I'm not sure why I bother.
You have no idea how anything works, Matthew. Up until now I thought you at least tried to understand, tried to work with me, actually cared about this family. I have done everything I can to keep this family together and you both really don't care.
You're right. I should stop. But I can't, because I care about you both too much.
You're not really showing a whole lot of care right now, no.
Of course you don't, because you know I'm right.
I don't want him to be like me, I want him to think. And I want you to stop getting high. I don't think these are unreasonable things to ask for. You always hated that crap and I'm not sure what's going on with you, but I don't like it. This isn't you, Matthew.
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Maybe I won't come this Sunday. Ronan won't reem you out with me standing there anyway, so I'll just let you two do you thing.
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[ It's the only time they're all together. Even if he's feeling a little frustrated, which is admittedly odd for him, he doesn't want to not see Declan. ]
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And you wouldn't like you if you were Ronan either.
But he still would want you to be there.
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You're right. I should stop. But I can't, because I care about you both too much.
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I don't want to talk anymore right now.
[ Now they're both upset it seems and Matthew wants to escape the uncomfortable conversation that he's not sure how to handle. ]
You want him to be like you and he's not. That doesn't mean he doesn't care.
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Of course you don't, because you know I'm right.
I don't want him to be like me, I want him to think. And I want you to stop getting high. I don't think these are unreasonable things to ask for. You always hated that crap and I'm not sure what's going on with you, but I don't like it. This isn't you, Matthew.
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I love you.
And so does Ronan.
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Love you too.