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[personal profile] eternalgrief 2020-09-29 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
"I listened," Huaisang says but he'd also been in denial about Mingjue actually dying anytime soon. He'd spent too long thinking of him as invincible. He kept thinking later...later...later... The other's hand clasping over his makes him close his eyes because he has to stay composed. He can't fall apart and sob on his brother. He can't ever really fall apart again. Because while Mingjue is here at home there is no one. He shakes his head.

"I understand how to lead... You gave me everything but all I want is revenge. I can't trust anyone, da ge. How could I trust anyone now?"