Jiang Cheng still had some defenses pulled up, the part of him that was still always desperate for approval and now he seeks that approval from Huaisang. She's more experienced than him certainly but he wouldn't assume exactly all the things she might have done. She's more knowledgable, he'd been too stubborn to look much into it when he was younger -- too busy babysitting Wei Wuxian and then too busy fighting a war, too busy rebuilding a sect and then too closed off to allow himself to it.
And now, now Huaisang is offering to take over this in some way and Jiang Cheng smiles shyly. He presses a kiss to her lips but he nods.
"You'll have to teach me all that you've learned from those books and such."
Her affinity for erotic literature hadn't been a secret at all when they were younger. She'd certainly shared enough for Wuxian.
Jiang Cheng studies Huaisang for a moment and hearing her say she's never done this with another man makes him feel a little happy -- he hadn't realized how much he actually felt a bit jealous and possessive until that moment. The question, however, is one that embarrasses him even given their current situation.
"Sometimes, yes," he says it with a bit of defensiveness. Why did that even matter?
While she does love her fun, she is also aware of her position and she wouldn't have done anything to endanger her clan's honor. So yes, there has been fooling around, but mostly with other girls and whatever toys she's managed to procure discreetly.
She's not even surprised by the defensiveness. It's like a reflex for him to see every question as a potential attack first. But she does have a goal with that question.
Jiang Cheng is surprised by the follow up, looking sheepish. He'd had never thought of touching himself with someone watching and she wants to see how...
He shifts and his gaze moves to the side but he nods. Apparently, this beautiful woman can get him to do just about anything no matter how uncertain it makes him feel of himself. So he reaches down to wrap his fingers around his cock. There's no preamble or teasing. When he'd touched himself it had been with efficiency in mind and so his stroke is firm and a good pace. He hadn't experimented with it since he was younger.
"I don't... spend a lot of time on it," he says quietly.
She can understand why, too, if she takes the time to stop and think about it. But that's a lot to unpack, and not the right time for it just now.
So for now, she just gently puts her hand on top of his, and urges him, gently, to slow down a little. Make his grip just a little looser, his movements just a bit softer, her fingers coaxing him.
Jiang Cheng tenses, defenses pulling up at her comment even knowing she means nothing by it. So, he doesn't resist when her slender hands moves to his, though, he does blush more and averts his gaze once again. His hand follows her guidance, heart beating loudly in his ears.
The question draws a soft sigh.
"Of course, A-Sang... You're the most beautiful woman I've ever met."
She almost wants to remind him abut his cute crush on Wen Qing, and catches herself just in time. Maybe now is not the time to bring up Wen anything, really.
She goes to nuzzle against his jaw line, tongue coming out to tease his ear as she presses herself closer.
He's gotten himself pretty worked up now, so she actually goes to push his hand away this time and replace it with hers.
"Let me do it, A-Cheng."
She's a lot more exploratory than he is, mapping his shape with fingers and palm, trying different things just to see his reactions... but she keeps it slow and leisurely for now. Maybe she can actually make him beg. That would be fun.
Mentioning Wen Qing would have definitely put a damper on things so it's a good choice to avoid the topic. Jiang Cheng is completely focused on Huaisang, how much he wants her -- how beautiful and smart she is... he lets out a shaky breath.
Her tongue... his hand falters. "A-sang," he breathes, the press of her closer... he doesn't hesitate to allow her to take over, with her softer and smaller hand. He revels in the difference.
She works him over with more attention than he'd ever paid himself. It doesn't take long for the tip of his cock to start leaking. His hands were slow as he reaches to caress along Huaisang's sides to the curve of her hip.
She gives a small shiver as she feels his hands on her skin, and when he starts babbling she slows sown a little.
"Do you want me to stop, A-Cheng?"
She could, but then, she'd barely get to enjoy it before he'd be finished. Whereas if she lets him come now, she can show him what he can do to her with his fingers and his mouth while he recovers, and then everyone can have fun, right?
Jiang Cheng stops stumbling over his words at the question and of course, he doesn't want her to stop! It feels good but... would he disappoint her? Is it too fast...? He worries about not being enough to please her. How could he not? He shakes his head, no, of course, he doesn't want her to stop.
And then following permission, the soft command of sorts and Jiang Cheng falls apart, his hips arching as he lets himself go. His hand reaching to grasp at her side, to hold her close as he pants her name as the pleasure overtakes him. It's a simple handjob, perhaps, but it felt anything but simple being given by Huaisang.
She nuzzles against his jaw as she feels his climax crash through him, murmuring sweet nothings into his ear and kissing his temple.
This power he is giving her, it's going to go to her head if he doesn't watch it. Honestly, it might already be too late. Plus, it's not like he isn't used to headstrong women in his life, and he might in fact, find it easier to deal with that, for all his claims that he'd rather have a demure, soft wife, not too powerful and not overshadowing him back in their youth.
There are worse people he could be giving power over him. Jiang Cheng trusts Huaisang -- which is the whole point perhaps. And honestly he powerful women are certainly a weakness of his. Maybe that's why he'd always claimed otherwise. But Huaisang respects him and that's most important. He's desperate for respect as much as he is for affection.
"Mm," Jiang Cheng nearly laughs, lids heavy for the moment as he looks toward her. "Better than anything before," he admits, better than he'd imagined her touching him would feel.
[That trust is slightly terrifying, to be honest. But she does respect him, and she knows he doesn't look down on her, unlike many, many other people. She doesn't feel incapable or unworthy when she's with him.]
Good. I'm glad you liked it. But you better not fall asleep on me now, A-Cheng.
[ The warning is one that is needed as Jiang Cheng feels the tug of
drowsiness, the warmth that's settled throughout him in the face of such
pleasure. And her so close to him... But he chuckles, shaking his head.
]
I wouldn't dare, A-Sang.
[ It will probably happen someday, though. His hand moves to caress
along her side, still looking at her face. ]
[ Jiang Cheng swallows at that, feeling nervous and excited at the same time. His hand doesn't venture from her side yet. He's nervous. What if he doesn't do it right? His hand tightens on her side. ]
Guide me?
[ He manages to swallow his pride to ask for a little help. ]
[ Jiang Cheng pushes aside his pride again and lets her help him, doesn't take offense to her laugh -- not it was adorable... And he wants to do this right so her help -- there's a reason he has asked for it. His eyes are intent as he follows where she brings his hand. His breath catching just at the way she arches... she's enchanting and he's completely under her spell. His other hand is low on her body with her guidance.
He bristles at the question. He's not completely naive but he hasn't had occassion to have a naked woman before him to know... It's just Huaisang.
He's hesitant even with his hand so close to her but he gently moves his hand to cup her first, to feel it. His ears feel like they're burning as his thumb of his other hand idly rubs against her nipple. He feels like he's doing something forbidden as instead of his hand just two fingers rub against the slit. ]
[She gives another little jump and a breathy moan as his fingers finally touch her, and it does feel good, but she knows she's going to have to make that boy's education from the start, so...]
That feels good, A-Cheng, but there's another place that feels better... here.
[She pulls his fingers up a bit, right where she wants them, and this time her back seizes and the cry she lets out is a lot more unrestrained.]
[ She's so beautiful and the sound she makes sends a thrill through Jiang Cheng as he touches her. His touch is still a bit hesitant as he feels her -- starting his exploration of her body. He takes her words of encouragement and her guidance, looking at where she guides him.
Oh! That reaction definitely has arousal starting to return and he touches her again, just as she had showed up, aiming to get that reaction again. His hand slides from her breast to her side as he leans down... he glances at her before his tongue brushes against the nipple he had been touching. ]
[At least he can take directions. She always had a feeling he would; he was raised by strong women after all, that would condition him to listen to one being authoritative about something she knows about better than him, mostly.
But now he is starting to explore on his own and she allows him to, moaning at the feeling of his tongue while her hips buck against his hand.
He's going to do just fine, as long as he remembers not to get self-conscious about it.]
[ Jiang Cheng definitely finds it natural to follow a woman's lead especially on matters he doesn't have any confidence in -- but in all matters, he would listen and contemplate. In this, however, he depends upon Huaisang's guidance.
His fingers, although calloused from years of working with swords and bows, are gentle on her. His hand working against her heat as he tastes her nipple. He sucks on it lightly, briefly before kissing to the other breast and giving it the same attention. ]
[She arches into his touches, letting out quite a lot of enthusiastic noises in between pants. Yes, he's going to do just fine, and it's taken her long enough to finally get him to touch her like this, so she doesn't want it to stop.]
A-Cheng, you can go a bit harder, I'm not going to break...
[ Jiang Cheng counters, lifting his head to meet her gaze. The sounds she's been making has his length hardening again but he's still feeling mindful, still worried about her pleasure, also worried he might hurt her somehow. She's soft and beautiful. ]
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And now, now Huaisang is offering to take over this in some way and Jiang Cheng smiles shyly. He presses a kiss to her lips but he nods.
"You'll have to teach me all that you've learned from those books and such."
Her affinity for erotic literature hadn't been a secret at all when they were younger. She'd certainly shared enough for Wuxian.
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But yes, she does have her reading and some intense gossip sessions with married friends to rely on, at least.
But she needs a bit of first-hand information too.
"Do you touch yourself, A-Cheng?"
She knows he's a bit repressed, but surely, he must have, right? All the boys do, from what she's heard.
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"Sometimes, yes," he says it with a bit of defensiveness. Why did that even matter?
"...Why must you ask that?"
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She's not even surprised by the defensiveness. It's like a reflex for him to see every question as a potential attack first. But she does have a goal with that question.
"... Show me how you do it?"
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He shifts and his gaze moves to the side but he nods. Apparently, this beautiful woman can get him to do just about anything no matter how uncertain it makes him feel of himself. So he reaches down to wrap his fingers around his cock. There's no preamble or teasing. When he'd touched himself it had been with efficiency in mind and so his stroke is firm and a good pace. He hadn't experimented with it since he was younger.
"I don't... spend a lot of time on it," he says quietly.
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She can understand why, too, if she takes the time to stop and think about it. But that's a lot to unpack, and not the right time for it just now.
So for now, she just gently puts her hand on top of his, and urges him, gently, to slow down a little. Make his grip just a little looser, his movements just a bit softer, her fingers coaxing him.
"Did you ever think about me while doing this?"
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The question draws a soft sigh.
"Of course, A-Sang... You're the most beautiful woman I've ever met."
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She almost wants to remind him abut his cute crush on Wen Qing, and catches herself just in time. Maybe now is not the time to bring up Wen anything, really.
She goes to nuzzle against his jaw line, tongue coming out to tease his ear as she presses herself closer.
He's gotten himself pretty worked up now, so she actually goes to push his hand away this time and replace it with hers.
"Let me do it, A-Cheng."
She's a lot more exploratory than he is, mapping his shape with fingers and palm, trying different things just to see his reactions... but she keeps it slow and leisurely for now. Maybe she can actually make him beg. That would be fun.
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Her tongue... his hand falters. "A-sang," he breathes, the press of her closer... he doesn't hesitate to allow her to take over, with her softer and smaller hand. He revels in the difference.
She works him over with more attention than he'd ever paid himself. It doesn't take long for the tip of his cock to start leaking. His hands were slow as he reaches to caress along Huaisang's sides to the curve of her hip.
"I'll... if you don't..." he says, flustered.
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"Do you want me to stop, A-Cheng?"
She could, but then, she'd barely get to enjoy it before he'd be finished. Whereas if she lets him come now, she can show him what he can do to her with his fingers and his mouth while he recovers, and then everyone can have fun, right?
"It's alright. Come for me, A-Cheng."
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And then following permission, the soft command of sorts and Jiang Cheng falls apart, his hips arching as he lets himself go. His hand reaching to grasp at her side, to hold her close as he pants her name as the pleasure overtakes him. It's a simple handjob, perhaps, but it felt anything but simple being given by Huaisang.
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This power he is giving her, it's going to go to her head if he doesn't watch it. Honestly, it might already be too late. Plus, it's not like he isn't used to headstrong women in his life, and he might in fact, find it easier to deal with that, for all his claims that he'd rather have a demure, soft wife, not too powerful and not overshadowing him back in their youth.
"There. That was good, wasn't it?"
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"Mm," Jiang Cheng nearly laughs, lids heavy for the moment as he looks toward her. "Better than anything before," he admits, better than he'd imagined her touching him would feel.
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Good. I'm glad you liked it. But you better not fall asleep on me now, A-Cheng.
[A girl has needs too!]
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[ The warning is one that is needed as Jiang Cheng feels the tug of drowsiness, the warmth that's settled throughout him in the face of such pleasure. And her so close to him... But he chuckles, shaking his head. ]
I wouldn't dare, A-Sang.
[ It will probably happen someday, though. His hand moves to caress along her side, still looking at her face. ]
You're so beautiful.
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Well, now it's your turn to touch me, A-Cheng.
[She'll add a little squirm, for good measure, but she's pretty turned on.]
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Guide me?
[ He manages to swallow his pride to ask for a little help. ]
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Well, it's a bit different for a woman, A-Cheng. You have to get her in the mood. Here...
[She grabs one of his wrists to bring his hand to her breast, arching into the touch. And his other hand she pushes down.]
Have you ever seen what a woman looks like down there apart from Wei-xiong's erotic books, A-Cheng?
[he's lucky she's already pretty turned on, because that means she's already all wet.]
You can use many things to make it feel good, A-Cheng. Your hands... or your mouth, too.
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He bristles at the question. He's not completely naive but he hasn't had occassion to have a naked woman before him to know... It's just Huaisang.
He's hesitant even with his hand so close to her but he gently moves his hand to cup her first, to feel it. His ears feel like they're burning as his thumb of his other hand idly rubs against her nipple. He feels like he's doing something forbidden as instead of his hand just two fingers rub against the slit. ]
A-Sang...
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That feels good, A-Cheng, but there's another place that feels better... here.
[She pulls his fingers up a bit, right where she wants them, and this time her back seizes and the cry she lets out is a lot more unrestrained.]
Right here, A-Cheng. Do it again.
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Oh! That reaction definitely has arousal starting to return and he touches her again, just as she had showed up, aiming to get that reaction again. His hand slides from her breast to her side as he leans down... he glances at her before his tongue brushes against the nipple he had been touching. ]
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But now he is starting to explore on his own and she allows him to, moaning at the feeling of his tongue while her hips buck against his hand.
He's going to do just fine, as long as he remembers not to get self-conscious about it.]
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His fingers, although calloused from years of working with swords and bows, are gentle on her. His hand working against her heat as he tastes her nipple. He sucks on it lightly, briefly before kissing to the other breast and giving it the same attention. ]
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A-Cheng, you can go a bit harder, I'm not going to break...
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[ Jiang Cheng counters, lifting his head to meet her gaze. The sounds she's been making has his length hardening again but he's still feeling mindful, still worried about her pleasure, also worried he might hurt her somehow. She's soft and beautiful. ]
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