niexiaojie: (14)

[personal profile] niexiaojie 2021-11-21 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
It's true. You don't want to hear that I don't want to be sect leader or that i'll be horrible at it.
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[personal profile] unmercifully 2021-11-25 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)

It is not always about what we want, Huaisang. And you will only be horrible at it if you don't try.

niexiaojie: (18)

[personal profile] niexiaojie 2021-11-25 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't have what it takes and we both know it.

And i'm scared
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[personal profile] unmercifully 2021-11-25 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)

I don’t believe that, Huaisang. Being scared is necessary to become brave.

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[personal profile] niexiaojie 2021-11-26 11:27 am (UTC)(link)
That's not what it feels like. It feels tiring, and exhausting and just really not pleasant.

And also if I become sect leader, it means you're not here anymore and I don't want to think about that.
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[personal profile] unmercifully 2021-11-27 01:33 am (UTC)(link)

Do you think it is not so for every one who is born into this responsibility?

we must be practical Huaisang. One day I will be gone and you must do what is needed for our Sect. You do not have the luxury to abandon them.

niexiaojie: (28)

[personal profile] niexiaojie 2021-11-27 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
I don't want to!
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[personal profile] unmercifully 2021-11-30 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
What we want doesn't matter, Huaisang.