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Kinky + Angst?

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Kageyama is pretty certain that he won't change his mind but he just makes a small noise of acknowledgment and focuses on the kiss instead. He hadn't expected Oikawa's touch there and he gasps against his mouth. He's still sensitive from before. He nips at Oikawa.

"Getting you all cleaned out," he teased as he moved his finger in and out, making sure Kageyama was cleaned out.

He nipped back. "We're going to make love in the morning, so don't get your hopes up for shower sex."

Kageyama exhales and he had been wondering what Oikawa was really intending. But he just nuzzles at him as he lets him clean. It still makes him shift a bit as the sensitive flesh was being touched.

"It... still sounds kind of weird when you say it like that."

"Better get used to it," Oikawa said. He's not bothering to try and be delicate. If he gets Kageyama off again, he gets Kageyama off again.

His own cock gives an interested twitch at the idea, but doesn't do much else.

Kageyama is pretty sure they shouldn't go for another round already. He's tired and chances are he'd fall asleep the moment he came next. So he tries not to think too much about it feeling good, and tries to focus on how his body is a bit too sensitive to the touch in a way that borders on too much.

He also has a wayward thought that keeps coming back up.

"When you go back... are we... are you going to..." he sighs, all these years and he is still horrible at expressing himself.

"We'll figure it out as he go," he said gently, watching Kageyama's face as he worked his finger inside of the younger man, his finger pressed against his prostate.

"We'll do the long distance thing as long as we can."

Kageyama had been able to stave off the arousal but it's a lot harder when Oikawa presses against the sensitive spot that makes him grab onto him tightly. "Thought we weren't doing anything in here."

He still... hadn't really gotten to what he really was trying to ask. "Oikawa...will you just be with me? Even when we're apart?"

Kageyama's not going to demand anything from him. But he wants to know what this is going to be. Oikawa's always been popular with people. It seemed like he'd almost always been dating or always had someone he could fuck. Not everyone is like Kageyama.

He gives Kageyama an innocent look. "I'm just cleaning you~"

He pressed a kiss to the younger man's forehead. "If that's what you want, then that's what I'll do."

He's done the long distance thing before, both open and exclusive, so it's not an issue for him if Kageyama wants to be exclusive.

Kageyama squirms a little before he does finally reach back to lightly tap at Oikawa's wrist in an effort to get him to move on from his hole and that spot. The soft kiss is warm and reassuring but should it be?

"Isn't that...It won't bother you to not get to have sex all the time we're not around each other?"

Oikawa pouts, but removes his finger from inside of Kageyama.

"Nah, it's fine. I've done it before."

Kageyama nuzzles at him a little, hugging his arms tightly around him he didn't care if he was silly for doing it.

"And uh... you'll be happy?"

"I will," he said. "It all depends on my partner. I've been exclusive with long distance, and I've been open. Whatever makes you happy will make me happy."

Kageyama just leans against him, hugging his arms tightly around him. “If it doesn’t at some point will you tell me?

"I will if you will," Oikawa said, rubbing his shoulder. "Communication is key in relationships."

He pressed his lips to Kageyama's temple. "Which, I know isn't your strong point, but can you make an effort for me?"

Kageyama nods. Communication isn’t his strong suit but he’s been working on that for years. On the court he’s pretty good but his personal life is relatively small and simple. He’s never had the test of a romantic relationship. The only person he’s ever wanted and loved is Oikawa.

“It’s always been you, though,” Kageyama murmurs and it feels like some dumb thing from a romance movie or something. He relishes the soft affection he’s getting now.

“Let’s finish. We should sleep.”

They have a full day and if Oikawa had meant it about the sex, Kageyama’s usual sleep amount is already fucked.

Oikawa kissed Kageyama's forehead. "We'll make do," he promised.

He finished cleaning, and turned the shower off. "C'mon, baby, let's go to bed."

Kageyama focuses on finishing up cleaning and grabbing a towel to hand to Oikawa first and then one for himself to dry off. As he finished drying off he reaches for his boxers.

Oikawa dries himself off and hangs the towel up to dry. "You don't need those," he said as he headed to the bed. "I'm going to fuck you in the morning~"

Kageyama hesitates. He’s never really slept naked. “You can take them off in the morning, right?” He questions, cheek pink as his fingers curl into the fabric of his boxers. Obviously there’s a lot of things he’s gotta get more comfortable with.

"Up to you," Oikawa said as headed over to the bed, pulling down the sheets to slide in, waiting for Tobio to join him.

Kageyama bites the corner of his lip, watching Oikawa move to the bed. He slides on his boxers but at least he doesn't grab his shirt before he moves to join Oikawa in the bed.

"It feels weird to sleep without anything on."

"Hmm, I used to sleep in PJs, but after high school I got more and more naked," Oikawa said as he pulled Kageyama close to him.

Kageyama inhales as he's pulled in close to Oikawa's body, naked and warm. He relaxes against him. It's not the first they would've fallen asleep together, not an overnight thing ever before really. Not like this

Kageyama still can't understand how Oikawa can love him back after all these years. He nuzzles into the other's shoulder closing his eyes. It's not really unusual that he has nothing to say.

Yawning, Oikawa nuzzled into Kageyama's neck. "Go to sleep, Tobio. We'll talk more in the morning." He pressed a kiss to his neck. "And make love too. As much as you want."

Kageyama feels a tickle when the other nuzzles his neck but it turns into a warm feeling with the kiss. His face has gone red but at least with being ready to go to bed the lights are off and Oikawa can't see it.

"mmk."

It'll take Kageyama a long time to actually fall asleep, most likely just falling into a light slumber when it's really time to wake up.

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