Yeah actually, you are. I've kept both of you out of trouble for this long and I don't know why you're trying to make this increasingly difficult for me.
I can't afford to have fun when my brother is well on his way to being a delinquent, with the other about to follow in his footsteps. I know you two don't understand what responsibility is, but one of us has to be just that.
[ It's the only time they're all together. Even if he's feeling a little frustrated, which is admittedly odd for him, he doesn't want to not see Declan. ]
I wouldn't be Ronan because I realize the value of working hard and being responsible, and trying to keep a family together. If those are things the two of you don't like, then I'm not sure why I bother.
You have no idea how anything works, Matthew. Up until now I thought you at least tried to understand, tried to work with me, actually cared about this family. I have done everything I can to keep this family together and you both really don't care.
You're right. I should stop. But I can't, because I care about you both too much.
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[ Sort of! ]
I've never gotten into trouble either!
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Your grades better stay that way.
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[ sorry he's a dumb teenager. ]
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You can have fun without getting high, Matt! What the hell made you think this was the only way you could have fun??
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And don't think Ronan isn't going to be furious about this, same as I am. You know he doesn't want you mixed up in that shit either.
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Maybe I won't come this Sunday. Ronan won't reem you out with me standing there anyway, so I'll just let you two do you thing.
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[ It's the only time they're all together. Even if he's feeling a little frustrated, which is admittedly odd for him, he doesn't want to not see Declan. ]
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And you wouldn't like you if you were Ronan either.
But he still would want you to be there.
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You're right. I should stop. But I can't, because I care about you both too much.
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I don't want to talk anymore right now.
[ Now they're both upset it seems and Matthew wants to escape the uncomfortable conversation that he's not sure how to handle. ]
You want him to be like you and he's not. That doesn't mean he doesn't care.
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