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Kinky + Angst?

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Kageyama takes a moment to follow him out of bed. His mind finally a little less clouded by Oikawa's... everything and he's aware of how messy he feels and yeah a shower is definitely a good idea.

"Mm," he pushes his fingers through his hair, sweaty after all that. He moves, hugging onto Oikawa from behind before they get to the shower, pressing his face into his back.

"I would offer to let you top," Oikawa said as he turned the water on, wincing a little at the cold water that comes before the warm. "But we both know you don't want to."

He'd be willing to take it. Sure, Kageyama might be small, but where there was will there was a way and all.

Kageyama pulls back, but just a little, not dropping his arms immediately. It's not that he didn't want to so much as he never really gave it much thought, because no matter how he'd thought of it before he couldn't imagining it being satisfying and not only would that be humiliating but it'd bother him that he couldn't make Oikawa feel as good as he makes Kageyama feel.

"It wouldn't even get you off so it's fine," he nips at his back and then holds out one of his hands to the water to feel it warming up before he stops being a cling on.

"Maybe not, but it would get you off," Oikawa said, rubbing the other man's arms. "And that's fine."

He turns and pressed his lips to Kageyama's. "We'll play it by ear, how about that?"

Kageyama shook his head a little but he kisses back. "Mm, I don't think I'd like it if you didn't," he says but it's not a hard no. He presses another kiss to Oikawa's lips.

"Well, let me know if you change your mind."

He melts into the kiss, grabbing the shower gel and pouring some into his palm while he did so. Then he lowered his hand to Kageyama's ass, sliding his finger between his firm cheeks.

Kageyama is pretty certain that he won't change his mind but he just makes a small noise of acknowledgment and focuses on the kiss instead. He hadn't expected Oikawa's touch there and he gasps against his mouth. He's still sensitive from before. He nips at Oikawa.

"Getting you all cleaned out," he teased as he moved his finger in and out, making sure Kageyama was cleaned out.

He nipped back. "We're going to make love in the morning, so don't get your hopes up for shower sex."

Kageyama exhales and he had been wondering what Oikawa was really intending. But he just nuzzles at him as he lets him clean. It still makes him shift a bit as the sensitive flesh was being touched.

"It... still sounds kind of weird when you say it like that."

"Better get used to it," Oikawa said. He's not bothering to try and be delicate. If he gets Kageyama off again, he gets Kageyama off again.

His own cock gives an interested twitch at the idea, but doesn't do much else.

Kageyama is pretty sure they shouldn't go for another round already. He's tired and chances are he'd fall asleep the moment he came next. So he tries not to think too much about it feeling good, and tries to focus on how his body is a bit too sensitive to the touch in a way that borders on too much.

He also has a wayward thought that keeps coming back up.

"When you go back... are we... are you going to..." he sighs, all these years and he is still horrible at expressing himself.

"We'll figure it out as he go," he said gently, watching Kageyama's face as he worked his finger inside of the younger man, his finger pressed against his prostate.

"We'll do the long distance thing as long as we can."

Kageyama had been able to stave off the arousal but it's a lot harder when Oikawa presses against the sensitive spot that makes him grab onto him tightly. "Thought we weren't doing anything in here."

He still... hadn't really gotten to what he really was trying to ask. "Oikawa...will you just be with me? Even when we're apart?"

Kageyama's not going to demand anything from him. But he wants to know what this is going to be. Oikawa's always been popular with people. It seemed like he'd almost always been dating or always had someone he could fuck. Not everyone is like Kageyama.

He gives Kageyama an innocent look. "I'm just cleaning you~"

He pressed a kiss to the younger man's forehead. "If that's what you want, then that's what I'll do."

He's done the long distance thing before, both open and exclusive, so it's not an issue for him if Kageyama wants to be exclusive.

Kageyama squirms a little before he does finally reach back to lightly tap at Oikawa's wrist in an effort to get him to move on from his hole and that spot. The soft kiss is warm and reassuring but should it be?

"Isn't that...It won't bother you to not get to have sex all the time we're not around each other?"

Oikawa pouts, but removes his finger from inside of Kageyama.

"Nah, it's fine. I've done it before."

Kageyama nuzzles at him a little, hugging his arms tightly around him he didn't care if he was silly for doing it.

"And uh... you'll be happy?"

"I will," he said. "It all depends on my partner. I've been exclusive with long distance, and I've been open. Whatever makes you happy will make me happy."

Kageyama just leans against him, hugging his arms tightly around him. “If it doesn’t at some point will you tell me?

"I will if you will," Oikawa said, rubbing his shoulder. "Communication is key in relationships."

He pressed his lips to Kageyama's temple. "Which, I know isn't your strong point, but can you make an effort for me?"

Kageyama nods. Communication isn’t his strong suit but he’s been working on that for years. On the court he’s pretty good but his personal life is relatively small and simple. He’s never had the test of a romantic relationship. The only person he’s ever wanted and loved is Oikawa.

“It’s always been you, though,” Kageyama murmurs and it feels like some dumb thing from a romance movie or something. He relishes the soft affection he’s getting now.

“Let’s finish. We should sleep.”

They have a full day and if Oikawa had meant it about the sex, Kageyama’s usual sleep amount is already fucked.

Oikawa kissed Kageyama's forehead. "We'll make do," he promised.

He finished cleaning, and turned the shower off. "C'mon, baby, let's go to bed."

Kageyama focuses on finishing up cleaning and grabbing a towel to hand to Oikawa first and then one for himself to dry off. As he finished drying off he reaches for his boxers.

Oikawa dries himself off and hangs the towel up to dry. "You don't need those," he said as he headed to the bed. "I'm going to fuck you in the morning~"

Kageyama hesitates. He’s never really slept naked. “You can take them off in the morning, right?” He questions, cheek pink as his fingers curl into the fabric of his boxers. Obviously there’s a lot of things he’s gotta get more comfortable with.

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